Heartbroken

I'm so lost and alone
I've got no where to go
the tears roll down my cheeks
i no longer feel pain, love, or guilt
no longer have to worry about being hurt
no longer have to feel sorry for hurting myself
the razor has torn through my skin
the blood rises and flows like a river
the end must be coming near
i don't hear myself scream
i don't see myself cry
i don't apppear any longer when i look into the mirror

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