BROKEN... BUT STILL ALIVE

HIDING IN MY CLOSET ROCKING SIDE 2 SIDE. TEARS SLOWLY FALLING FROM MY SWOLLEN EYES. MY HEART IS BREAKING BUT NO ONE CAN HEAR A SOUND AS UR LOVE IS FADING MINE IS SCREAMING OUT.

U SAY 4EVERLASTING BUT IT WAS ONLY IN UR MIND CUZ SLOWLY U HURT ME MAKING MY WORLD TWIST AND TWINE. SO

NOW HERE I'M ALONE IN MY ROOM TRYING 2 FIND WAYS OF 4GETING ABOUT U. THE HARDER I TRY THE HARDER I CRY. LETING MY TEARS DRAIN FROM MY EYES. THE LOVE I HAVE IS WAY 2 STRONG ITS WAY 2 DEEP ITS HARD 2 BREATHE.

WHAT HURTS THE MOST IS REALIZING THAT UR GONE BUT IN MY MIND R LOVE WILL CARRY ON THROUGH THE SKY PAST THE CLOUDS OVER THE WORLD LOOKING DOWN BUT THEN REALITY KICKS IN. I'M ALONE IN THIS WORLD ONCE AGAIN. NOBODY CARES WHAT I HAVE 2 SAY EVERYONE IS LAUGHING AT MY PAIN.

**HOLDING THIS KNIFE SO TIGHT THAT ITS MAKING MY PALM TURN WHITE.** CRYING. SCREAMING. ASKING 4 A SIGN. WANTING SOMEONE 2 SAVE MY LIFE BEFORE IT IS TAKIN AWAY BY THE BLADE OF NO RETURN.

TEARS RUN DOWN MY FACE. ONLY I CAN DECIDE MY FAITH. MY LIFE NEVER AGAIN WILL BE THE SAME CUZ I GOT MIXED UP IN THIS LOVE GAME. DON'T SAY LOVE IF ALL U WANT IS A F**K. DON'T SAY LOVE CUZ BEING HURT TRULY SUCKS. DON'T SAY LOVE UNLESS U MEAN 4LIFE. DON'T SAY LOVE CUZ I DON'T WANNA CRY. DON'T SAY LOVE CUZ I DON'T WANNA DIE.
***IF U ONLY KNEW THEN MAYBE U WOULD SEE HOW MUCH IT TRULY HURTS JUST 2 B ME..***

***PLZ COMMENT I WANT AN HONEST OPINION**