Living in this life of darkness
This unwanted life, I have to suffer with,
Always begging for forgiveness.
For God to take it away, would be my one wish.
A wish for me to have a choice,
A choice not to live with this.
Please God, hear my voice,
as I pray,
to please, please take it away.
Doc's call it a "mental disorder"
Society calls it "phsycotic"
I call it "unfair" and torture"
Whatever, nobody wants to deal with it.
While Im physically hurting myself
I'm mentally hurting everybody else.
I swear, I don't mean it.
I swear, I can't control it.
