Something lurking in the dark.
Looking for me as the mark.
Sallowing me whole.
Grieving is taking it's tole.
Wanting you to be OK.
I just want to stay... with you.
Knowing what he did to you.
Knowing the fear you're going through.
Mom loving you will never stop.
Even after I will not see you.
Something is coming.
My fear of losing you.
Seeing how small you are.
Tears my heart apart.
Wanting you to get better.
Not wanting to lose my mother.
If you go something will consume me.
My fear of death is upon me.
Knowing he tried to rape and kill you.
Knowing you so well.
Yet, still the feeling of you going to hell.
Something is out there.
I don't know where.
Mom I don't want to let you go.
I'll always love you, even in death.
For you are the one who gave me life.
I don't want to live, without you by my side.
I want my pain to go away.
Mom I promise, I'm harming myself.
I just don't want you to go.
Please don't leave me.
If something is out there...
I want you to be there, with me.
We can fight what ever the something is.
So kiss me on my forehead one last time.
Before you leave me behind.
Just say "I love you," one last time before you go.
I'll aways know you love me.
Even with that something.
This Poem is to my Mom.
Mom I may be taking two parts out of a songs. Here are the parts that will always remind me of you and how much I love you. Here is the first one.
Right or wrong.
Can't hold onto the fear that I'm lost without you.
If I can't feel, I'm not mine,
I'm not real.
Here is the Second one.
You're not alone,
No matter what they told you, you're not alone.
I'll be right beside you forevermore.
