Never found

Lie after lie
i make you believe
today was good
and I'm alright
even after you bring me down
time after time
you make me cry
but i stumble to my feet
and try to be proud
knock knock knock me down
push my feelings further away
scratches and bruises
tears and illusions
I'm gonna tell you a lie
and make you believe
that everything is gonna be alright
night after night
cut after cut
one more day
will be to much
push push push me to the ground
i promise you i won't make a sound
hit me your hardest
make my skin bruise
you always make sure
i will lose
i lost hold of my life
i lost all i had
i lost it all to you
jump jump jump off the bridge
grab my hand
i slip and fall
the water splashes
and my body is never found.