I want this all to go away,
I am sick of living in pain every day,
Three years old it all began,
I looked forward and never looked back again,
From then on trust is something that I lacked,
I hate thinking about the past that I had.
I hated growing up with out a mom and dad,
They were there just never around,
Therefore I watched my babies frown,
My brothers and sister are like my own,
And my oh my how they have grown,
With out them I would not be here,
I got sick of every last tear,
She let he boyfriend beat me and never said a word,
She sat in her room and listen to it all, she\'s nothing but a coward,
All the bruses and all the pain,
A childhood I can no longer regain,
She got rid of him and now she has another,
Who\'s no better than the other,
He didn\'t beat me physically,
But tore me up mentally,
Again she sat back and not a peep,
Again she choose another creep,
I left an didn\'t look back there,
It just doesnt seem fair,
Does she hate me so much she does care,
Did I do something wrong?
She calls me a cold hearted b***h and says that I show no remorse,
Why should I show any remorse when she is spiting image of her mother Doris,
Its not my fault she was never there,
And its not my fault she doesn\'t care,
Dad did the same chose her over me,
So when I turned 18 I chose to be free,
But all my pain is still inside,
I cant just leave it behind,
I cry every night before I go to bed,
All because this pain is constantly in my head,
What\'s a girl to do when she\'s in so much pain?
And her tears already fall like rain!
