It's Your Fault

This feeling, is overwhelming me
this feeling is hitting so powerfully
I don't wanna live, I don't wanna stay
go to slash my wrists, I just may

I'm gonna go and pop some Valium and drink
do until my eyes are glazed and don't blink
Pass out, go to sleep and just never wake-up
you tried to come in and shake me up

It didn't work, you found me, I'm already dead
thoughts of why are swirling around your head
as I lie here dead the stark and grim reality
you wish that you made the one single apology

Wish you could take back those words you said
but now it's too late, because now I am dead
hug my body, hold me and till dawn just cry
wishing that I didn't go and commit suicide

You're drowning your problems in alcohol
drinking until you pass out, curl into a ball
trying to forget what you caused me to do
trying to forget, what is so horribly true

It's too late though, what's done is done
and naw, it won't helping drinking that rum
It's your fault I'm dead, you did it
you drove me to pop pills and drink it

I'm dead but you wish I was there with you
wish you could stare into my eyes so blue
I'm gone, gone from now until forever
You'll look into my eyes again never

Day after day the thoughts fill your mind
wishing you could go back and change time
you can't, I'm dead, and it's your fault
you caused my life to come to a crashing halt

Take the pistol and put it to your chin
take a single bullet, and load it in
cock the hammer, finger the trigger
my memory looms ever bigger and bigger

That's it, you've had enough and pull it
it goes through your skull, a fatal hit
you sink to the floor, and slowly your life ends
and even in death, my memory never ends