THE LAST BULLET

I shouldn't have put that gun to his head

i shouldn't have kept on squeezing the trigger when i knew he was dead

his head was splattered all over my floor

fragments of his brain were stuck to my door

my hands are stained red, guilt on my face

parents on there way home but thats not the case

i have to fix this mess, no one needs to know

even if i tried to clean it some evidence will still show

i have to run away, away from this hell

maybe if i drive down a cliff no one would tell

i'm already on the edge 50,000 feet from the ground

the jagged rocks of the ocean telling me to come down

the sky suddenly turns black while the angels show their pain

my skins burning off b/c its pouring acid rain

the devil cries loud in my ears

hes taking over taking over my body, what hes been doing for years

i look down to the ocean, it suddenly turns red

i looked down to my waist and it suddenly hits me in the head

"i'll love you forever" is what i had been told

until a year ago when he raped me, his true colors unfold

he told me not to tell or he'd do it again

not just to me but to my very best friend

i don't even know where i got the stupid gun

as i put it to his head he realized what he'd done

his muddy brown eyes into mine then he said to me

"just let me go let me free"

10 times to his head felt 20 times worse in my heart

he was the only on who ever loved me and i tore it apart

now i'm alone and i don't know what to do

still one bullet left, should i kill myself too...?

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