I dont.....

I don't want to stop and think that this was a illusion
That all you felt was part of a confusion
That "goodbye" is the only real solution
That you are going to forget me for a particular reason
They way the people forget the seasons
I don't want to believe that you felt no affection
It terrifies me to know your heart is now heading in another direction
and that I was like a injection
that healed your lonely pain
and cleared your days stopping the rain
I don't want to know if my kisses produced you feelings
If my heart had any meaning
because I know our story ended as it was beginning

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