Pain and Relief

by This Starlight   Dec 17, 2006


Break my heart,feed it to me slow
Do all as i show
Kill off the inner me,
Slowly cutting,as i start to bleed.
I'll carve your name into my chest
i'll close my eyes and finally rest
But not before i take these pills
These pills that will leave me to happiness.
Kind of like those lies you said
The lies you slowly fed
Choking now,hard to breath
These words you say,bring me to my knees
All the while within,youv'e been planing for.
Killing me off ,just like that.
The one that says we all do fall.
I'm tired of being on the ground and trying to crawl.
I once told you how i love the pain,
The pain you caused,it builds and gains.
Bleeding cuts,i See your face,
right on the dotted line i trace.
Pushed into a vein,a tear rolled down
Not for the sorrow or even the frown
So stop pretending you know who i really am.
I was never anything to you,and that's where i stand.
Don't pretend that you give a crap.
When you'd pass me over like a razor to a wrist.
Deep in my arm is where you will be
Forever and ever,watch as i bleed.
You never had to say you loved me,you never had to promise we would be,
But i went and did it without a thought
You took it away without a care and it's left me in this spot.
A needle against my back
My bones are breaking and it's not the lack from pain and anger in the air,
So quit pretending as if you care.
My final thoughts come to me at last,
Here is my resurrection,forget it,it's in the past.
So now as i take your glass against my wrist,
watch carefully and make sure you don't miss.
The last cut i'll ever make for you,
To bad you werne't enough to keep me through.
Now as the red turns black,
Turn your head,and block out are past...

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