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by crystal Dec 18, 2006 category : Miscellaneous / Misc. poems
Lying alone in a hospital bed no one here to hear me cry I can't remember the words I said before I thought I was going to die The nurse comes in and smiles at me I just look the other way her smile is just as fake as mine use to be and she doesn't know what to say She puts her hands on my scared arm asking me what went wrong in my life why did I begin this self-harm why did I cut my wrists with a knife All these questions are messing up my head just leave me the hell alone I just wanted to be found dead cause I couldn't make it on my own She just keeps on talking as I stare in to the wall Then finally I can tell by her steps that she's walking "If you need anything just call" Everything here is so white and clear damn I hate this place my pain is shown by the tear that's rolling down my face You comes over to my bed, don't know what to say I see the sadness in your eyes must have been scary finding me this way hearing me say goodbye How can you still say that I'm the only one after what I've put you through look at the person I've become some one who is broken in two Please, don't let them keep me here I just want to go home Don't let me face my biggest fear please, don't leave me here alone I promise I won't do it again I won't even cut my wrists That's a promise I will keep until the end if you just take me away from this....