Theres a hole

I cant breathe right
whenever hes around
is it because i love him
or is it because he loves me
i can feel the hole growing
taking over
day by day
hour by hour

how can a heart beat faster
when it isnt even there
i cant feel its nonexistance
i cant feel its existance
i can feel just the pain

this first guy
he crushed me
he admits it
does he love me
or is it a game
either way
i love him

this second guy
the one isnt there
does he feel it
or am i imagining it
i feel like ive known him forever
instead of of an insignificant
hour
of emotion

this third guy
he loves me
he needs me
i love him too
but i cant do anything
i cant hurt him
for if these other guys love me too
im in
way
too
deep.

i can feel it burning now
look at me
cant you see it
the hole
where my heart
used to be

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It's not very flowing, but then again, it's not supposed to be.

I just wrote it, it took me about 2 seconds. But it\'s been in my head for hours. I just needed to get the words out...
And notice that there are no capital letters...I did that on purpose, I like capitalization and puntuation and all that good stuff.