Go to him and knock on his door

For the longest time I have been trying to find,
All those memories I have left behind,
But now it seems harder then ever before,
To go to him and knock on his door,
What will I say when I see him today?
Will I say that Iâ??m sorry and heâ??ll say okay?
Or will he never forgive me for what I have done,
Just leave me in the dust for his new life has begun,
Then what would I do with my life then and there?
Would I give up all my feeling and my life to spare?
I guess thatâ??s how he felt back then,
When I had done the same to him..