I never thought I would hate myself for what I had done..
I never thought I would cry so much I couldn't cry anymore..
I never thought I would wanna die b/c I hurt someone so bad..
I never thought I would hate myself b/c of something like this..
Its only been 2 or maybe 3 weeks..
But my life seems as if its plummeting down and everything seems so bleak!..
~The last part I did not write my son did..Thanks son..~
