I always wondered why at times when I'm just sitting around I find myself shedding tears. where does all the pain come from? I thought I was over all the heartache I have faced. I guess not. No one knows exactly how I feel I try my hardest to put up the best front ever. But that how I know no-one pays attention to me, because if they did they would be able to see right through me. When you look into my eyes you see nothing but sadness always carrying a troubled look on my face. Trying to live my life to the fullest becaomes harder to do as the days go by. sometimes I try to figure out whats the purpose of living to be hurt over and over again heartbreak and disappointment is the story of my life I just want what everybody else wants and thats love. Is that so bad to ask for and why can't I ever be loved like I love.
