I've never felt so damn depressed unless I get my mind on my father! I keep my mind off him when I'm at a friends until last night, I didn't realize that's why I am this way,I want him back! Who's to day he wont take my mom,brother,and sister?!? The one guy that meant everything in the world to me was never here for my life! It's been 14 years,I was just a damn baby! What the hell did I do to deserve such a loss? I'd take his place if I could,take my last breath just to feel his touch one last time! I'd give up everything to have the ones I love by my side till the day I die alone! Make this my last request...Take me out of this PLACE!
