Dear Santa

Dear Santa,

All i want for Christmas this year
is for you to give me what i hold dear
to give him back to me one more time
so just for 5 minutes he might be mine

To give me a end to all this waiting
to stop my heart from all this aching
to make me happy just for this day
to take all of my endless pain away

all i want for Christmas is not a gift
i just want all the pain to lift
i want to feel his heartbeat against my chest
i just want one day of my heart painless

Santa, it doesn't even have to be a day
it could just be 5 minutes, he doesn't have to stay
i just want him to tell me the whole truth
he can even call me from a phonebooth

i don't care i just want some closure
i don't even care that he chose her
i just want to hear what he has to tell
even if his words will put me through hell

i miss him way to much to just sit here wait
so please Santa don't be too late
please don't forget me on Christmas day
just please Santa take my pain away

all i want for Christmas is for him to come back
so i can get my broken life back on track