Too Much

Sometimes when people want honesty, the truth is too much to bear
I just wanted someone there to love me, to care
I did not run, I did not hide
I stood tall, only cried on the inside
I can't pretend to sit here and be alright
I'm trying to hold onto you with all of my might
I gave you my trust, love and everything else I had or felt
I feel so used and pathetic, my heart's starting to melt
I almost gave you all of me, was ready to risk it all
A fear that used to seem so big suddenly looked so small
Beung with you was my happiness, my smile
But that only lasted a while
*dedicated*