Why wont he?

Why wont he?

Why wont he have me up there with him?
So I can be happy, be free from this world
Perhaps he doesn't like me, a bad person I am
Putting people through hell!

Perhaps this world is hell,
Perhaps it is pay back time for me!

Why cant I be happy?
Be care free.

Perhaps I have to change
Be happy, be care free
Then my time will come
Then will he have me up there with him?

Enjoy my life enjoy what I have
Is this the message he is sending me?

I will be happy, be care free
I will enjoy life once again
While I wait for my time to come
As one day I know it will

I will be happy, I will be carefree
Help others like they helped me
Then one day he will like me
Take me up there with him.

By Hugs