Box Of Feelings

All these thoughts ar swirling around
I want ot scream, but I can't make a sound.
I'm so lost now that I'm afraid I'll never be found.

Is there no way out?
Do I have to stay stuck here forever in all this guilt and doubt?

Will i ever find the key to that door?
Behind it lies safety and so much more.

But can I find the key?
It's not in the same place as it used to be.
Maybe someone will open their door for me,
It's only locked one way, you see?

It's keeps me in this little tight box.
I don't know how long I've been here because the time can't be told by clocks.

The more I let it hurt me, the longer I'm stuck,
When I start to get better things won't be as bad, as they used to suck

But I really just wanna get out.
To get away from all this pain, guilt and doubt.