Do u still love me?

I lay awake,

thinkin of u,

u and the things,

that we used to do.

fighting sleep,

gettin drowsy,

but in the end,

i just feel lousy

wishin u were here,

wishin u were mine,

wishin that other boy,

hadnt been in ur mind.

but i know that ur happy,

and i dont want 2 interfere,

i guess that my time,

wuz back last year.

had my chance,

to be with u,

and u wanted to,

be with me to.

thought we were cool,

thought we were great,

and i started gettin suspicious,

a little 2 late.

cuz as soon as the happiness,

had come it was gone,

and now im just sittin here,

all alone.

i thought u were differnent,

from all the other gurlz,

and ur personality,

was such a surprise.

the love that we shared,

i thought it would last,

but maybe our love\'s,

simply a thing of the past.

i listen 2 songs,

and cant help but wonder,

wut things could have been,

if we were together.

wonderin wut makes him,

so different from me,

except for the fact,

that i guess...he\'s ready.

and i guess itz my fault,

that i didnt say yes,

i was just really afraid,

it would end in a mess.

and baby i hope,

that you know wut im sayin,

cause u seem to think,

that when i talk im just playin.

and when u say \'i luv u\'

i dont know why,

but i get so elated,

and just wished u were mine.

but i dont say it back,

i dont think that i can,

cause u no longer have the title,

of being my man.

so maybe u know,

any maybe u dont,

will u do stuff to me,

that u promised u wont?

i hate the trust,

that i dont have,

and damn this lust,

that i got bad.

cause none of that matters,

at least i dont think so,

cause all i want,

to do is go. . .

to run into ur arms,

and kiss ur lips,

and feel ur hands,

around my hips.

to look at you,

and know that,

if you choose to leave me,

you\'ll come right back.

but ill just keep quiet,

and watch silently,

as the one i love,

gets farther and farther away from me.

i loved u so much,

and i guess i still do.

the question is,

do u still luv me too?