Red vs. Blue

Red vs. Blue;
Blue vs. Red;
everything is going crazy
inside of my head.

Red stands for angry,
Blue stands for sad,
no matter how you look at it,
either one is bad.

I'm angry from the pain you caused,
I'm sad for all we lost,
I'm happy that your happy,
but why did I have to pay the cost?

I don't know what I'm doing,
I don't know what I did,
all I know is your with her,
and I'm about to blow my lid.

Life is crumbling,
pages all ripped out,
I wish you wanted me back,
but this I highly doubt.