Its just hitting me
boy, your really not here anymore.
nothings the same anymore.
life has really changed since the day
you left me here alone and you went
up above to watch over us angel.
i miss our long talks. sometimes i
swear we meet each other in my dreams
and the old days come back
just cruising around in the honda
and then it goes to the accident
i just wake up screaming, yelling,
plus crying. and i tell myself it didnt
happen because your gone and it just
is impossible, well nothings impossible
i have learned because it wasnt your
turn to leave this earth it was mine
that night was suppose to me not you
i can say it all i want but i cant change
that your gone. i can beat myself up
over it all the time but that will never
change anything. i loved you.
i was going to tell you that maybe
we should try things back out
that night but no everything went
WRONG WRONG WRONG WRONG!
I guess this is the part where
I start beating myself up all over again
i cant take this anymore. i need you.
please just one last time can we
meet and you tell me hwat i need to do just to make the right decsions because i know im taking the wrong roads.
i love you k.b.m.j.j.
i miss you more than anything
you didnt deserve to die.
that accident wasnt suppose to happen
to you guys it was went for the car behind you the one i was in.
they were suppose to take me away not you.
