As i sit here in this unfair world.
My whole body turns numb and cold.
I feel hate I feel forgotten.
I feel young and rotten.
My whole world turned into a black hole.
It feels like i ran into a pole.
People think it's just a phase and it'll pass.
But it wont everyone is just a pain in the ass.
They leave me be all the time i want to be noticed...to be understood.
Everyone is not paying attention i wish they would.
Now as i fall...away from my mother.
She is always with a significant other.
My friends never invite me over anymore.
They invite somone else and talk about it the day before what there going to do.
I want to have a life to go and to do.
But instead in am stuck here it feekls like jail.
I would like to tell people but they'll just get mad or not care, now i feel ill.
Other families are with each other the mother,father, and the brother.
I think..Do i feel like another?
Maybe goths understand me i understand them.
Some day i will be fine...i don't know when.
