Stayin in my eternal fright

Darkness is where I rest
it is truely where I do my best
Some say i am just a freak
but they don't know what i seek.
so here i am to stay
lost in this darkened day
full of hate and rage
like a tiger locked in a cage
when will i get out of this place
i don't want to be in this space
here is where i lost my soul
because what i did finally has taken its toll
As i felt the sharp blade's edge
i realized that i could no longer hide behind the hedge
First cut went in way to deep
then my blood began to seep
and when i took the blade out
my blood then ran, without a doubt
First slow and then fast
as i begin to wonder if this is my last
Next thing i kno i see the light
and realize that i have to stay in this eternal fright