Brown Eyes Gone Blue

Brown eyes so angry and blue,
A shattered heart torn in two,
Life full of worry and regret,
I guess there are something’s,
You never forget.

But if you could truly see behind these brown eyes,
You’d see millions of tears, I can’t seem to cry,
An aching hurt bottled up within,
A life so precious, yet so full of sin.

I lost my way, not so long ago,
And to this day I’m still unknown.

Masked my sorrow, with this smile I fake,
Not letting people in, has always been my mistake,
I turned away from the world at a tender age,
Now here I sit so full of rage.

I sit silently, while people stand `round,
Never letting them see me frown.

Locked up like a box,
I can’t bring myself to speak,
So I nod, and just agree.

You think I’m shy, `cause I stay alone,
Guess I have you fooled,
Now it’s time you should know.

Shy for you = equals dead inside for me,
Anger, hurt and rage is all my body bleeds.

I’ve lived this way for years on end,
When I think of my life
And where I could have been.

What a life I wasted, I get the urge to cry,
But nothing escapes my tired dead eyes.

I’m fighting so hard to finally break free,
Of this prison I’ve kept hidden deep inside of me.

The key to the cell I hold in my hand,
I could shout to the world,
But they’d never understand,
Just who I am, and what I’ve seen.

Instead I lock it up, and keep it held within,
Returning to my life so full of sin.

Brown eyes so angry and blue,
A shattered heart torn in two,
Life full of worry and regret,
I guess there are something’s,
You never forget.

It only took me 15 minutes to write this, I guess because it's my life.

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