I was sitting under the cold rain alone
remembering the memories of my love for you
moments passed slow like hours
and the pain is burning me that we are apart
i never thought that it would be that much hard
i cried low i have dead a thousands time inside
loneliness is all what i feel since ya have gone
am hopeless all my dreams has been shattered
and my Crystal heart is broken now
what have i done what was my fault
i still missing you why you forbade me to feel alright
why you promised me if your not going to stay
you said that you'd always be by my side
no more i can stay you killed my hope you stole my joy
nothing left to try to stand for
why you laid why you made me create this shiny dream in my mind
i still bleeding inside
i still hiding in the darkest corner
am afraid to know the truth
i don't want to believe that you really have gone cuz i can't carry on
my mind is frozen am still living the same moments in the past
i don't want to wake and find my self alone
am still holding you in my arms and the tears in my eyes
where is me do you think am lost
is there a painless way out
can i kill the sorrow
can i clear the past
do i have to live all the moments
or should i try to delete some cruel parts
should i stay hiding in the corner
or should grave my self in my unknown future
could i start over again
could i erase the pain
now i can see that my blood only can take me out of this pain maze
