Heart beat

Every time my heart beats
it echoes in my head
and every time my blood runs cold
i feel as though I'm dead

and every time i look up
and see my ceiling bare
i finally gave into the statement that life is never fair

so i sit here in my room
and watch the shadows dance
and wish that i could be one
i wish i had that chance

to get out of this body
to finally be free
to live a different life
to be a different me

but the pain and suffer
it weighs me to the ground
and i fear that my heart beat
will be my final sound