Betrayal hurts the most {edited}

The day you left me lying there
Mind disconnected from body
I realized you didn't love me
You confirmed my worst fear
you didn't even care

I struggled to move
Struggled to breathe
I needed your help
And you'd left me.

I couldn't call out
I thought i would die
My breathing slowed
My eyes closed
I could feel it ending

I heard someone calling
The voice of a stranger
They made it all better
But you were still unseen

One second was all it took
I realized i hated you
Id always been there
But you'd used me

And Then i found out
When id been spinning in my own world
you'd been drinking and laughing
I wanted to hurt you
harm you
kill you

I lost my friends for you
I left home just so i could see you
Now i have nothing
I was a fool
I'm aware its true
I believed you loved me.