It's not really a poem,,it's just some words i couldn't keep inside,,i know it's too long so just hope u like it..
if only i can know why can't we be together again..if only i can know why it's hard to forget you and why it's too hard to be with you again..if only you can be mine one more time..if only you can be here to tell me that everything gonna be alright..to dry my own tears now..if only i can hold you and tell you how much i love you..if i can look at your eyes to make you feel the great love that i carry for you..the love that i tried to hide deep inside my heart..but i always fail in doing this..so dear i love you..i love you with every breathe i take..i love you with every step i make..i love you for who you are..i love you for what you can be..i love you now..and i will love you forever..no matter how many times you hurt me..no matter how many times you killed me inside..no matter what happened you will always be the right one for me..you will always be the one who made a change in my life..the one who showed me what love really mean..and the one who ruined this all away when he gone away..may be you think it should be easy for me to forget you..because i was the one who end our relation..but babe it's much harder for me to end my love story..hard for me to end my life..hard for me to see you far apart...hard for me to see you in love with someone else..and much harder for me to write this now..to write this and i know you will never see it..to write this while I'm suffering..i can feel the pain dear..the pain of every tear that follow every word i write..the pain of seeing my life vanishes in front of me and i still sitting here..i have nothing to do..nothing can get it back except you..but dear you are gone now..and you will never return..you will never know anything about these tears..these tears that are begging you to come back to me..you will never know anything about my fears...I'm not afraid from losing my life..I'm afraid from living without a life..don't you know how much does it hurt..to be far away from the one who used to be around for you..the one who used to dry your tears when you are so sad..the one who used to make you laugh when you feel so bad..don't you know how much does it hurt..to be ready to waste your life for someone..then you discovered that he don't deserve your love..to gave him everything and you receive nothing..to know he feel your pain but he don't care..don't you know how much does it hurt..to still love this one after all of this..to be always dreaming of the day that you can be with him again even it's impossible..to convince yourself that he was good..that it wasn't his fault..yeah dear it hurts alot..it hurts more than it seems to be..it hurts when i keep thinking of you till now and you don't..it hurts because it really hurts too much..I'm not gonna ask you to come back to me..because now it's impossible..I'm the one who will refuse..i wish you can be mine again..but it's just a wish..a wish that can't come true..so dear i will keep dreaming..i will keep going in my life..but i still hope that one day you will come back asking me to forgive you..yes dear i will forgive you..and i will love you till the last breathe..till the end of my life..but being with you again is something you can only dream about...
