Feelings

Why do i bring all this torture, why can't i just be me
Why am I such a failure, why can't you just let me be?

Please stop messing with my head, don't tell me to stop feeling sad, because, i'm afraid, its not going to work, so stop making me feel bad

I want to carry on with life, the way that I think I should be,I think I should ive my whole life to the full,
So technically, be free