My Silent Death...

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This One Is Going In My Book***

I'm not coming back
Love & Life is what my life lacked

I'm to messed up to try and save now
Please understand
I don't want to live another day

I'm tiered of being deceived
You say you love me then you leave
And you just leave me and my heart here to silently bleed

I don't want you to hear my silent screams
Or my awful dreams
But how could you not tell?
Death & Sadness is what my eyes gleam

I can no longer smile
It's been a while

As I paint my nails black
I sit here and think
Of all the things my life lacks
It's kind of sad
Everything has turned from good to bad

I've had everything I can have
My souls sad
Just one question: Are you glad?

All I do is cry
Cold, Deep, Blue tears
For years

My hearts missing
All most gone
I just want to go home

They pushed to hard
Too far
Just out of reach
My silent death
It will teach

Love with all you have
Always be glad
Appreciate all you will ever have
Hold the ones you love close to your heart
And promise you'll never part
Enjoy everything
And do all this from the start

p.s.
Oh yea...
This is my suicide note
Ignore the blood
Just think I'm happy now
So go ahead take a bow
My life is over
And your the one to blame.