On july 25th 2005 my best friend-lil sis tamika was murder..
me, big mama, & my baby sis was in the kichen cookin..
and the was a phone call and
big mama answered it
it was my stepdad friend
he had told big mama that \"Did u know tamika got shot. big mama
respond \"WHAT\" real loudy.
well when she hung up the phone she told me and my baby sis to seat down..rite in there i knew sumthin was wrong!! cuz the way she hung up the phone and she put her head down..
well anywayz she told us that my best friend was murder..i had lost it cuz i could believe it was true..it like i just turned my back just for a min n she iz gone..
now since she gone life will NEVA be the same cuz she brough so much joy, smilez, etc to my face n others..
sumtime i think its my fault cuz she gone.. cause we ALWAYZ said we\'ll ALWAYZ have each other backs and its like i let her down cuz it like i lied bout wat i said to her :(..i also said i would take a bullit for her n my family but since that didnt happen i let her down :(
but i have to look at it, she in a better, safer place then we are..
but i like said and alwayz will say
\"NEVA SAY GOODBYE CUZ THATS NEVA TRUE...IT I\'LL SEE U LATA\"
and that wat im gonna do im gonna see tamika lata.
AND I KNOW ONE THING
\"I WILL NEVA IN MY LIFE TIME FORGET BOUT THAT GURL CUZ THATS MY BEST FRIEND-LIL SIS
R.I.P Tamika
6-30-89
7-25-06
PS I MISS YA SO MUCH AND LUV YA BUNCHES!!!