I love him but u do to

U love him....so do i.
u two are the official item...
but love is shared with him and me too....and its me that caused u to start dating him.

u say u don't care that he loves me too and that he treats me similar to the way he does u. all those things he shares with u are also shared with me

i admitted it felt like i was backstabbing u my best friend. u told me that u knew how much i loved him and knew that this was how it would turn out. u also claim not to care...but there is a bit of doubt that there is a but in there somewhere.

not willing to test the love between best friends and that with a boy....i try to keep distance but again I've been pulled in.

u said that he wants to marry u. I'm glad was my response and that gave me the extra help i needed to comfort u about his being away for who knows how long.

but sadness fills my heart for although u both claim that neither can live without me i sense i will soon be pushed away and it breaks my heart to feel this.

but hurt is nothing more than love testing your limits. i know that now.

his absence is making our hearts grow fonder...making us miss him more...and making us sad that he isn't here

but promises must be kept and i intend to keep those i made...for if i don't it could mean death of them both.

so while i love him so do u my best friend. a love triangle if ever there was one....and happiness if they marry yet i will be overjoyed for them
uncertainty would surely grow within my heart...for i wouldn't know where i stand any longer....

so much confusion in my mind...yet my heart tells me they both love me as i love them...but maybe not all is as it appears....
so this sadness and confusion i must unravel if i am to be happy at all