Ridicule

Im cast into the shadows of eternal bliss, where i can call nothing mine, only his.

Ridiculed for living, i lived each day saying this is mine although it slowly fades away.

i reach down for a rose, but when i grabbed it time froze.

i hear his voice, calling out my name, cursing me for what i am as if i am to become his slave.

then i realize for once in my life, my soul is naked and the only thing i can call mine is this knife.

i take the handle and push it in, then my whole world starts to spin.

For once i escape those daring evil voices but everything is still frozen.

i reach back down, and grab the rose and continue on, to wherever my heart goes.....