Suicide

Scars sleep here on my arm,
Feeling lousy keeping calm,
here i am sitting on the floor,
I dont think i can take much more,
I want to go and forever sleep,
If i kill myself now i won't make a peep,
Pills by my side and a knife on my wrist,
Tears pour down; i clench my fist,
Deeper and deeper the knife will go,
Killing myself and killing me slow,
Take me God, take me now,
I want to cope but i don't know how,
Let me be by your side,
Don't want to cry don't want to hide,
I was bullied all my life,
I took the pain i took the strife,
But here and now can't take no more,
On my life i will close the door,
Right here right now i will die,
So to my pain i say goodbye