For RHONA- germund B. C

Here i am listening to the music of forever,
having a grudge in my myself,
and letting fear conquer my soul,
why am i like this, when the time comes that i have to leave you,
i knew it all along that it was wrong,

here i am writing this poem with the pinch in my heart,
pondering and wondering why i have to leave you,
now im bringing this feeling until the rest of my life collide,

here i am crying without tears,
screming without voice, with a deep hatred of my life,
and asking why i have to leave you,

everything gone wrong, everything is so fast,
love is in the air, with a blink of an eye, everything is dead,

now im all alone, in my bench of destiny,
alone in my bed of dreams,
alone in the shoes of fate,

i hate too say goodbye,
i hate too see you sad,
i hate too see you mad,
happiness is what i wish between the two of us.

and this feeling keeps of hunting me,
hurting me until i die,
like putting thorns in my heart,
and nowbody knows it be me.