I've lost hope

I cry myself to sleep at night,
Because all I dream of is happiness.
But happiness won't come my way,
It never does.

I have problems,
and I want to tell them to someone,
but my family won't listen,
And the friends I have don't care.

Is this pain?

I want to be happy,
I want to be loved,
I want a normal life.
I need it,