Fly free

Here i lie in my bed
wonder why I'm not dead,
i want to die but don't know how,
i run a bath to lay me down to rest,
reach for the razer to cut into my flesh
my pulse is beating at it's best,
my heart is raising threw my chest,
as i bleed my life away the fear and pain goes away,
I don't know why i had to die, but know I'm free to fly in the sky

written by Steven Harris