Smile on the outside

Smile on the outside
Dieing on the inside
That's how it's always been

Happy when with you
Cry when I'm alone
This fake show will go on

Bleeding at night
Sorry in the morning
No one see's through the lies

One day you'll notice I'm not smiling
You'll see I'm alone
I'm not sorry for bleeding

For one day I'll bleed to deep
A real smile on my face
I'm no longer alone

Till that day fake smiles will do
False happiness will show
And the lies go on

Till that day I'll stop loving you
Pretend I don't care
But in reality I do

So when I die, and in my grave
Remember I'm really smiling and happy
It's how I wanted it to be...