by Nana Jan 1, 2007
category :
Sadness, depression /
about depression
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Y things happen to me?? All i ever wanted in life was to be happy! I never though i wud fall in love with u i never though ill have mad feelings for u intill the day i kisz u and the day i hold Ur hand and the day u cry for me i knew that u were the one! And I never thought someone so sweet and cute wud love me so much and i never though u wud even care for me so much like u did or even treat me like a queen...The only thing i really ever wanted from u was your love and your sweetness with me that all i ever wanted from u i never ask u for nuthin besides Ur love that all i really ever asked for and that\'s Wat u gave me and i gave it to u rite back even when i took a while to show it but i always loved u i was just to scared to show it and to scared to even get with u and I\'m sorry if i took so long to show u my love and I\'m sorry if i took to long to show my feelings but i did get to know u more..And i notice those to months with talked and mess with u really did love me and care about me and I\'m SO sorry if i never gave u an answer from the start, but i did get with u on Ur birthday and it was the best time of my life to get with someone like u....I hope and i wish we cud be lover and friend again and i really hope we cud try it fromt he being how everything had started between us i just hope it cud.....And whatever we had i just want u to remember is was true we both loved each other very much!! I just hope u wud like to start everything all over again and i hope u cud remember that i always loved u and i wont stop loving a guy like u...I just want u to know that ill always be here and I\'m still hurt and still going trought stress u may not see it but deep now in my heart is SO broken u dnt even know i cant eat like i use to i cant sleep like i use to without u in my life without u being with me i lost so much weight and i been feeling sick u dnt know and on top of that i never though dis wud ever happen to me and u know why all dis is happening to me is becz i love u so much and i dnt want to lose u..I dnt want to lose a very special person i put my life a side for and stop whatever i use to do just to be with u just to be in Ur nice warm arms just for u to hug me so tight and never let go....I just hope i cud be with u all over again and be in Ur arms and u hugging me and fall asleep there and dnt wake up intill the next moring like we use to do i hope i cud do it again with u.........Well i really hope u get a chances to read it... All i really got to tell u i misz being Ur Wifey Ur babygrl Ur Baby Ur boo Ur shorty i just hope i cud again i misz being all that.....All i cud tell u is to listen to Ur heart forward Ur heart that Wat counts is Ur heart so i hope u cud listen to it and forward it......Well i love u so much i just hope u cud read it and love me again the way u use to love u always i will never for get a special person like u Te Amo!!!! |