Anybody out there?

I am lying face down
Waiting on your blow to my head
I should get back up and fight
But this abuse is better than dead

I am up againt the wall
I feel the tears well up in my eyes
I try to not let you hear me
For more of a beating will come if you hear my cries

I am slammed down on the bed
I am slowly losing light, it's turning to black
I see your eyes, so full of hate
But yet I don't hate you back

Here I am
All alone with no one to care
Guess I should have fought back
No time to think, need someone to help, losing all my air

Here I am
Too late for someone to save me
I should have said something to someboddy, anybody
Guess your kind of love came with a fee