Ryan [What He Did]

So here we are,
I wave goodbye,
I won't see you again,
but that's alright.

You left me for her,
after not even a try,
didn't give me a shot,
you just wanted me for a night.

And yet for some reason,
I'm still drawn to you,
you're the light, I'm the bug,
that you crushed under your shoe.

You tore up my heart,
and now guess what?!
She doesn't want you anyways!
She has a boyfriend, stupid s--t!

So why are you still chasing her?
The same reason I'm chasing you,
no is not an answer,
Understand? It'll never do.

So as she stands there in the middle,
not caring at all,
I'm reaching for you,
but you're letting me fall.

You're falling behind me,
but I really don't care,
my eyes plead to you,
"This just is not fair"

"She gets what I wanted,
and doesn't want you at all."
I grab her by the hair,
but she just stands tall.

She doesn't fall with us,
just stays off to the side,
you fall farther from me,
why are you trying to hide?

The first night you knew me,
you held my hand,
You couldn't take your eyes off me,
so now I don't understand...?

What happened Ryan?
What did I do?
Tell me why you left me,
or at l;east give me a clue...?

I'm spinning in circles,
confused and so lost,
you just pushed me aside,
then, just like me, you were tossed.

Just kicked away,
she doesn't even know,
she doesn't get what she did,
to make me loathe her so.

She's just so f---in perfect,
gets everything I want,
without even trying,
While I fail when I work hard.

I still didn't get you,
but that's OK,
I'll never see you again,
because you're so far away.

So goodbye forever,
I'll talk to you someday,
we'll remember that one night,
before you pushed me away.

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this is about a guy named Ryan [go figure!], it explains basically what happened....I know it sucks, but i just needed t get these words out.