What would u do if u ever knew,
How much it hurt 4 me 2 love u?,
If u knew wat I felt ever time i saw ur smile,
The pain 2 know u\'d leave in a while???,
Never knowin if u\'d hang on another week or just an hour,
Wanting to love u but feeling so sour.,
Wat if u knew how bad it hurt 2 see ur face,
Knowing anytime now u could go 2 grace,
I want u stop feelin the pain but that means more 4 me,
Blinded by me anger & tears it\'s so hard 2 see....,
I don\'t wanna be selfish but it hurts so bad,
Why does God have 2 make us all so sad???,
I look at a picture..all of you thats left here,
Threw my tears it\'s so hard 2 see clear,
Your ashes are in a box but YOU are in the sky,
And suddenly those stars seem so high,
I want u back but u can\'t come home,
Because now it\'s with the angels that u roam,
So until the day we finally meet,
I\'ll admit defeat.
