My temptation

My temptation is killing me
all i want is my razor blade
the cuts will heal
but the scars wont fade

i want my temptation
to just leave me alone
i stopped the habit a while ago
since then i have grown

now the temptation comes back to haunt me
telling me i need it
i feel the voice in me telling me to
but i just couldn't

cant go back to when all i thought
about was the next cut on my wrist
i have to be strong for me and hold back and resist

its so hard though and i need a hand to hold
but i don't wanna tell people my pain anymore so ill stand alone in the cold

~just wrote this on the top of my head without it on paper....please comment~