My Appologies

Lately, I have been thinking
About the years that have passed
About the time wasted fighting
And holding a grudge
Neither one of us has budged to say what needs
To be said
So ill make the first move
Hopefully you'll approve

I am sorry for getting you in trouble
I am sorry For hurting your feelings
I am sorry if what i said hurt you bad
My apologies

I am sorry that i justified my cruelty
Based on things that were old
I am sorry my heart turned cold
I am sorry I broke promises
I am sorry i wrote mean things to you
My apologies

I am sorry I hated you
Your friends, and your family
I am sorry my revenge was directed at you
I am sorry i lied
I am sorry if you cried
I am sorry if you were upset
I just let anger get the best of me
I am sorry
My apologies

I am NOT sorry that i told you what was what
I am NOT sorry that i didn't hold anything back
I am NOT sorry that you hated me
It was a good thing
It was pre-destined
So, no apologies
I just wanted to say i am sorry
My apologies

~Barbi Taylor 5-22-06