I look happy
but im really not
im very sad so i want the pain to stop
through all the pain and anguish i've been through
you may think this is funny so screw you
make no mistake this is my real face
my mind is in a different place
i'm trying to find why im so sad
only knowing that it's really bad
i'm going crazy losing my mind
the problem is what i need to find
i know i'm on a path of destruction
and my mind really needs reconstruction
the only thing i'm constructing are walls around me
not letting the ones i love near me
i've imprisioned myself not letting anyone see how sad i am
i'm going crazy losing control
to the point where i may have no more soul
i can't imagine why i feel this way
but i'm sad everyday
i start to cry when there's nothing wrong i've suddenly realized i'm not so strong
i don't want people to pity me
so don't push me
i may snap
to the point where i may break your back scaring and driving you away
but on this day i read this to you
to let you know what i'm going through
I HOPE SOMEDAY MY PAIN WILL GO AWAY!!!
