Leave This World

Sometimes i wish i could just disappear.
leave this world without pain, without fear.
forget all the stupid things said and done.
leave the world, and the bad times that it brought me.
leave right now, and just be free.
I shall miss the ones who really did care though.
but also wish that the ones were dead that made me feel low.
I don't know what to do with life.
I'll pick up the knife.
then count to ten.
time to think, where it began
.I think and think as the time passes by.
leave for nothing, live for the lie.
i drop the knife then think once more.
walk out of the place, and slam the door.
screaming, crying what can i do.
forget it, I'm done.
I'll live life, just for you.