I don't think that I'll ever feel the same about you again...not since her, yes I love you...I love you a lot, it's just that ever since that night when you told me that, I knew that I'd never forget and I'd think about it always and forever.
You never did one bad thing to me and I could name a thousand of what I've done to you...yet you're still with me...why? I'm so mean to you and you forgave me every time. Then you tell me that you like someone other than me...you almost left me for her...but the on thing that changed your mind was a song...you also thought that since I lost my memory I wouldn't remember so it just made it OK to do this to me. Then two hours later everything came back to me, it made things even worse.
For two days you wouldn't talk to me...you wouldn't even make eye contact...do you have any idea how bad i felt...I actually cried over YOU. Now I tell you that I'm changed...I'm nicer...I'm more forgiving...it's all a lie! I have just learned how to bite my tongue and deal. Because of you I can't be who I really am anymore...you don't like that girl(the old me). Well I want to know why not...it's the girl you fell in love with...wasn't it?
(these are just some thoughts I had after Griffin(my bf) told me about Bailey(the girl he liked) he says that he wouldn't leave me for her anymore and that I should trust him on that. I do trust him I just can't get that thought out of my mind b/c feelings like that don't just go away automatically. idk maybe I'm just crazy, and sometimes when I think it gets me places that I never intended to go)
