Daddys Little Angel

I dont know
Whats happened to me
I look in the mirror
And dont recognize who I see
I look at that picture
Of me and my dad
I am so happy
Not the slightest bit sad
Bright blue eyes
Shine in the light
While small painted fingernails
Wrap around his hand tight
Such a sweet little girl
So innocent and kind
Smiles always on her face
Happy thoughts pass in her mind
I glare back in the mirror
And once again see
That girl standing there
That girl that isnt me
Her eyes are full of hatred
So deep, grey, and cold
Hiding all her secrets
And feelings she continues to hold
Alone and pale she stands
With that common frown
The frown she always beholds
With her eyes diverted down
Holding on tightly
To the knife in her hand
Taking her fathers place
Where his hand use to stand
Deadly thoughts run lose
Around her head
Thoughts telling her
Shes better off dead
So with this knife
And picture nearby
She sits alone
And begins to cry
She hates how she is now
And misses her old perfect life
And cant belive she is now
Holding this sharp knife
Wanting to go back
To her old way
The way she use to be
Back in her earlier day
So trying to be perfect
She drains her own blood
The blood of a broken angel
It begins to empty and flood
Trying to become innocent
Like she use to be
Before all this happened
The girl her parents liked to see
More and more blood empties
As she becomes weak
Still cutting away her imperfections
Trying to find the girl she seeks
Her blood begins to smear
And covers the floor
Covers the picture
And her mirrored closet door
The bloods all around
But she cant seem to find
That sweet innocent girl
So long ago she left behind
Too much crimson rain
Came down that night
It was a dreadful time
And an even more dreadful sight
When her father walked in
Only to find
His baby girl dead
As her blood shined
Falling down, crying
Unsure how this could be
To himshe was perfect
As perfect as she could be
Daddys little girl
Now gone for good
Over a false opinion
Life will never be the way it should
Now in heaven
As an angel so sweet
Innocent as ever before
She watches her dad so discreet
Guiding him secretly
Every second of every day
Making sure hes safe
In every possible way
But secretly deep down
She knows what she did wrong
And knows that here
Is not where she belongs
She looks down at her father
Reading her headstone
The short sweet message
Where a stream of light is shown
Below a rose
A short poem was said
Written by her father
Slowly she read:
"Daddys little girl
Forever in peace you rest
With the time we spent together
I have been amazingly blessed
Now as an angel you fly
So happy and free
But I know youre always here
Watching over me"